She's a Mad Cow Ppl!!!!!

Hey hey you you dearie stalker aka PIGFACE!

Just wanted to say 'HELLO, IM DIDIE', and obviuosly u dont mean anything to me but just a piece of shit that stuck in your own toilet bowl. Ewwwww!!! So Hina and Keji lah you. Let me tell you straight to your fatherfucking ass face, well look yourself at the mirror first, before u ever complaint about me. I mean physically as we ALL know, I am faaaaaaaaar better than you (HAHAHAHAHA). I dont wanna say much bout that because I dont wanna insult you, well, directly, I mean. Pity!

But its funny though, I dont even fucking know u la weyh. I dont even talk to you, and I dont even smile at you, and out of the bluee mooon u were bitching bout me. Omg, See how important I am in your life. I am flattered and thankful to you. I have a fan, not a nice one, but at least she's a fan. U think you are the only one who can bitch mouthing bout others? Well guess wat slut, I can do better than you. But im not gonna do it because It makes us no different. I am a beautiful human not a piece of shit that stuck in her toilet bowl. *VOMITTING*

Sesiapa terasa aku ckp ni pasal dia, jgn terasa. Im not talking about you. Just a random ppl.

p/s : Lembu kan gemuk n hodoh. Urmm aku tak gemuk pon. tak hodoh pon. tp aku kenal la sapa yg gemok n hodoh n hitam n buruk tu. I know, i know, i know.

When Something Went away, Something Appear.

Shocking! Shocking! Shocking!

My so goduncle passed away on Thirsday and I went to his funeral at Pahang yesterday. Alhamdulillah everything went on smoothly. The weather was perfect and the crowd were frigging huge! Alhamdulillah, again.

And Michael Jackson passed away and also that actress Farra, which makes me thinking that is the world gonna end soon? I mean people are dying early, and I am shitting on my pants! I am scared and sad, really scared and sad. Last week, one of my mum's fren passed away. I mean, dead are circulating around me, and hell i am trembling. I dont wanna die early. Not in this condition where my parents are still young, where I'm starting to know what life is, and when I'm still enjoying my life, illegally. I donn wanna die like this.

Somehow, its a lesson for me or a sign for me to change. I know this is hard, but I am changing with few trusted guidance. Insya Allah. I wanna stay in heaven and meet my family there. Insya Allah, Amin.

******

I missed you, really. I dont beg you to come, but at least you know what to do. Things are different, I know. Deep down, I know how u feel and u too. Right? Its just our ego and we are still keeping it. Its just sometimes I miss you a lot, and end up broke down like a baby. I believed in 'waiting patiently', and that is how im gonna live my life. :) I miss your smile, and your secret jokes that only me and you could laught on. Take care, buddy.

I neeed a gun to shoot u with love.

I WANT THIS FOR MY BITHDAY PRESENT! AWESOME THANG!

u see thorns, i see colourfull crayons.

Who wants a hugg? Not u.

Welcome to Loserville, with much population of u genes.

u horseface i hate you

FUCKFAC

Perlukeee kau kutuk aku depan kwn kau? n over someone that you dont even talk to? Just because ur boyfriend used to date me and still cant move on, and still have the vibes for me, you wanna tried to pull ur anger and say shits about me? Bitch, you are being stupid and idiot. Grow up, childish!

Say right in front of my face, with ur hand gestures, and ur crooked teeths. I would rather looking at them, than hearing it by someone else. What? I'm not under estimating you, but heck, you are seriously like one.
Wat u wanna try to say to me?Ohh that he deserves a good one rather than dated a girl like me?
Or, "she's prettier and he deserves that?"
Or, "dude, she gives u sex, but dd's not". Is tat wat u think?
Or, "dude yeah tahnkfully u broke up with her so that my boyfriend wont keep on mentioning about her every time"?
Or, are u just jealous of me that I always get great guys by my side, and you just get a lousy control freak one?
Bitch,
wat u really want from me?I dont have anything to give you but envious that u hold againts me.
Wait, are you just plain stupid to even recognise between stranger and people?
OMG! How embarassing. You are just desperate of being someone's fren untill u have to sell of ur pride and pretend like they know you.
Horseface, honestly im not jealous of whatever u said to him/her.
But, i am sad damn fucking sad that a 'fren' could actually being cheap, and bitch talk about another 'fren'
Aku tak fhm apa motif kau sebenarnya.
Are you trying to be me?
Or u just jealous of what I've got.
Honestly, I have no time to kutuk you cuz I filled my days with greatness, unlike you filled it with boredom and tak challenging langsung.
Get in a school. A real school that requires good brain and results.
Not just sitting there, sibuk pasal hal orang.
Bye!

my wishful birthday cakessss.

if my frens or loved one are great, they would suprise me with these types of cakes!!
Aug14, cant wait!

sigh.

Charlotte says : When u stop thinking of something, is the time it's going to happen.

So, im gonna stop thinking of it becase I want it to happen. Real fast pls.
Lord, please hear my soul.

Imaginable.

A week of being away from everyone was actually an awesome work. No regret. Being away from boyfriend, friends, family, haters were actually not a bad thing. I did it for myself because I think it is the best way for me to find peace in my mind. Looking at the green, and water flows make me cheer and washed away all rusty in my head. I am glad that I found it there. Something that is valuable that no one can ever imagine. I am finding the best word for it but totally i cant. It is for me to feel it, and i love it.

I found my innerself being in kampung. I'd found what I wanted. And I'm gonna keep it, as long as I can. No more same mistakes, that I will end up hurting myself. I am planning to be a better person that someone can respect and love.

To someone I know : I can finally get rid of you. Go away. I hate you.

Old flame, new flame.

first of all, if ur trying to make me jealous, well hats off, i am. I'm not jealous for what u told me but im jealous on how u spent it with him/her. First, u crunched all the time you have in the world just to look for cunt and get laid, doesnt it? Second, you had to tell me all that just to make you feel better? Third, why would I care, bitch? Go save it and tell to someone that is lifeless, idiot, and horny ass, so that he/she could entertain ur bitch of a story.

Honestly, fucker, I am glad that I am the other person. Not the RIGHT NOW person. You know why? Because I dont want to be a candy for you to look and taste, but to appreciate. Thank god u did it to me but I feel sad for ur MR/MRS RIGHT NOW. He/she is just plain stupid for letting and fullill all ur needs especially on dirty needs.

Bitch, dont u feel its just a waste of time to go back n forth just to get laid? Dude, seriously open up ur mind, and be serious. Grow up!! U told me that u just wanna play it low now right? Doesnt matter whether u love him/her but as long as he/she loves u and can do anything for you. U know what fuckface? It's unfair for ur partner. He/she desrves more from you not only ur vagina or ur dick.

All im trying to say is, yes karma strikes and Im done with it. But, open ur mind and heart and try to learn to appreciate ur partner. Do it for me, do it how u did it before. Dont blame ur past or put revenge on some innocent yet dirty cunt, if u noe wat im saying. Right here right now, I dont give 2 fuck anymore to u, bastard. Do ur thing, n Im gonna do mine. Have a good life. It's hard, we know. But we had to.

Penatttttt!

I feel like swearing!! I just hate work! Hate job! And i hate PMS!!!!!! Today was so fucking hectic, with works, bastards, and PMS!

I dont see shines, but I saw it somewhere I used to belong. If u understand.