When u talk about heartbroken, it doesnt mean that your heart was broken cuz of your boyfriend being a jackass. It could be your family or your friends, too. It does not mean when U were crying, u were crying coz of your boyfriend being a pain. I could cry if my friends are ignoring me, I could cry if my friends are being a jerk, I could cry if my friends are two timing me, I could cry coz my friends are torturing me inside, or I could even cry if my parents went somewhere without me. See...?? As easy as that. Coz I felt so much better after crying my hearts out. Mudah dan Senang.

I have this story to tell :- It's about a friend whose does not reeally close with me anymore. Let me just say, B. Once upon a time, we were soooo freeking close together. We cranked together, crimed together, cried together, laughed together, sleep together, and so on.. but we never bathe together. All our happiness and our bitter stories we shared, including our very very very crazy moments. Pendek kata, semuanyeeee ktrg cerita.

We ate together, went out together. It's like without one of us, there were no us to moves. But now, as time passes by, we were kinda drifted apart. I felt different, now. I felt like it was all fake and lies and just a drama that directed by someone and i was just the actor in it to made the drama completed. Maybe it's just me or truth..?? I dont know . B has her sets of friends that she could forget all our memories together and keep things away. I dunno. I felt left out and sad.

I know it's stupid to think negatively, but that is what I've been thinking these dayss. My heart crushed and smashed everytime i keeps on thinking of that. I felt like a stranger that lay off by the road. Yet, I love you.

xoxo,
dIDie

cibai

I dunno what is up to me.. Butttttttttt, i rrrreeeeaaaallllly feel like SWEARING..!!!



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Ntahlaa

As today was kinda ambiguos for me like, my mid Human Comm Mid Term. Well, i tought i would wanna score at the Obj and True/False rather than the Subjectives. But it turned out to be the hardest one is the True/False question. Who would ever knew rights..? But i think i did score at the Subjectives. *hoping*. Ok, since our very Suhaila Kamal is going out to have dinner with Bronaga, so left me and Eqa. I bought Char Kuey Teow, and Cucur Udang je u olz ngan air tebu. Then, dad called me and made my temperature rised up like El-Nino. Why..? Coz they are at some hotel for buka puasa. Gle jealous kan aku..! I was pissed since they gets to eat various foods, includes lamb, prawns, kuih2, lauk pauk, daging....while me, stucked in Pasar Malam in my lame fucking campus. I wanna get out from this environment.! And bonus marks for it, Boyfriend out of nowhere screamed at me fer not hung up the phone coz he is in hurry. Seeee...?? Reasons why i dont wanna be too lovable. Left only 15 minutes to buka puasa, and i pass my time by blogging and watch One Tree Hill. OK, i have finish watching Season 1, now I am watching Season 2. Awwwww Lucas Scott (Chad Michael Murray) is ssoooooo freeeggiiinngg hottt..! How i wish my life is circulating among those guys. Selamat berbuka puasa..!

One's out, Next coming

Yesterday paper was a hell of it. I did not studied and I did not know a single shits. Thanks to some friends who's helping me once a little. It was really helpfull. Haha. Ok, what's done is done. Now, well tomorrow i mean not exactly tomorrow since it's 4.30am already, I have another paper and it's human comm. I dont really sweat bout it coz i did understand some chapters and some topics. So yeaaaahh, Humann Comm, wayy to go baby!

16.30?? Go to Helll!

yesterday i went to this Melaka town to buka puasa. As we were searching for any restaurant, finally we found this restaurant called 'Kedai Ikan Bakar Malim'. Kedai nampak cam murah, laa coz kedai cam idup segan mati tak mau jerrrr kann. Haaaaa! So, i odered ikan bakar cencaru yang besar cam ikan bilis, udang 4 ketul, sayur sket, n ikan sambal. Then, air orange n air suam. Skalik member dtg kire skali tgk2 RM16.30!!! gOSSSHHHH my eyes popped out to my foot...! I mean like whuttafucckkkkk jual mahal2 sgt dowwhh...? Thank goddddd, i brought extra money or else i will be dish washing behind. So, lessons learn : tak yah mkn kat luar. Mkn kat campuss je sudeyyhhh..!

A-List

My first day of puasa was peacefully fine to me. Since first day puasa brings hurricane at my area, and non stop drizzling, all i was doing was sleeping and more sleep. So, i woke up at 5 something and went to the bazaar with daddy and tup tup tup dah bukak puasa. See, who noes time can past as quick as a blink, rights..? Just if u noe how to play with time... So, I had a reaaly good meal. Mum cooked my favourite and dad made me lamb and cheeseburger. We supposed to go terawikh but since my tummy made its turnover, so I had to rest and while i was resting there were few things that mades me go gaga, and they are :-

1)My beautiful Mum and handsome tough guy which is my dad.
2)My sweetheart, my soulmate, my other half, and my sweetie, MY boyfriend
3)My bitch #1 Sheeda
4)My Rock on Girls and my well i declare them as my best friend #2 and #3, Sue and Eqa
5)How series DVD can really made me waste my time
6)How YM makes me really wanted to online
7)My lip balm
8)Phone calls from my sayang
9)My 'selimut busuk'
10)My musics
11)My cozy yet 'clean' room
12)Seeing my frens laugh and happy
13)full of cash (which is sooooooo seldom)
14)my bags and shoes
15)my pimple gel :)
16)my sexy yet turn on lotion (try, baby)
17)my Casey Boy!!!!! I missssss u CATTTTT!
18)my house's refrigerator (gosshhhh u can find everything inside there)
19)mirrorrrr, the long one. So i can c how many cm's i have lose or gain.
20)My sleeping hours....