Merdeka

As i keeps realising, i finally discovered that I am not lucky at all. Being the only one is not a bonus or advantage that i could demand of. And being a good girlfriend is not i want to deal with. As far as i learned, i belief in karma. No, no Im not having any fight with anyone. It jus that in this mean of time, I felt something that keeps on torturing in my head. I dont know what was it. Ok maybe because I am sooo hurt now, coz i get dis disconfirmation request that i flew it to my daD. Or maybe because it's my hormone is changing. IDK! Or maybe it's my boyfriend who ignores me when I really need him. Or maybe because I soooo need some attention, no, not some but FULL!

TO MALAYSIAN: SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI MERDEKA KE 51

stresssday..!

too many asignmentsss and presentation TODAYYYY..!!!

im FREEEEEGGINNGGG stressss...!!!

OH YEAHH, KL HERE I COME......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gla Lammmeeee

My holidayssss...???????

Owhhhh too much of resting and holiday-ing untill i forgot about my tons of assignments and I am stress and struggling now.

My week of holidays :

Friday : Holidayy!!!!
Saturday : Went Shopping with mummy to Mid Valley and had dinner at Eden
Sunday : Went shopping again with Mum and Dad at Jusco
Monday : Woke up at nearly 1 pm, online, eat, and sleep.
Tuesday : Went BB with boyfriend and friends
Wednesday : Went for a funeral
Thursday : Pangkorrrrr!!!!! Enjoy!
Friday : Pangkorrr Again!!! Enjoyy Sakan
Saturday : Bye-bye Pangkor!! Keletihan
Sunday : Balik Melaka!


HAAAA!! tell me when shoul i do my assignmentssss?? I have presentation on Thursday..! And all my assignments have to submit on that day! and it's Tuesday today!
Camne nie...??

She come, she go

I was shocked the hell of my heart when sheeda called me and said that Eka's mum passed away! i got really shocked. when she called me, i was sleeping that time at 4.00pm. As i heard the news, i showered and ask daddy to send me to eka's place. As i entered her house, my heart was stumbled as i saw her crying. It gets harder when she hugs me while crying her hearts out. i recited yassin for her mum again and again. I felt her sadness and i felt her lost of her bestfriend and her queen of her heart. Now, i still cant believe that her mum has gone forever. It was sudden and does not show any signals. As far as i noe Aunty Lina, she was a cheerful person and respectful and hardworling too. She wants the best from her family and she did her part as a good mother and wife too.

Al-Fatihah


**to dearie Eka, be strong. I am here all the time with u.

Love,
Didie

Cakes and Protest

Happy 19th Birthday To Diana Binti Zulkiflee (Aku lah tue). HEHE

Since today is my birthday, I had really really fun, u noe ppl wishing u, ppl gave suprises for u, and ppl sang a song fer u and ppl treated u like a princess. And wat realyy caught me was my dad singing 'Happy Birthday' song to me in three different rythms. I was so touched...!!! The pondan's called an dsing me birthday song, A ar sang me a bday songg, Jam treat me Burger King, Sue treat me brownies at Coffee Bean, Epul--thanx for the ride..and my baby Syafiq thanx fer the uncountable wishes and the countdown sayanggg...!! And daddy and mummy thanx for singing..! Tone deaf laa ma n ayah.. ahahahaha!! On my birthday, Syafiq has 3 tests, and I have 1 test and my class was so fucking pack todayy! started at 1030AM right up to 9.00PM. OK, done with my bitrthday..

Today, ada Pasar Malam at my campus. HEEE! and all the students wore black today. Protest yang pasal 10% admission of non bumiputra. Gle tak best. Kau bayngkan, kalau 10% dorang dah conquer, meaning satu class ade dlm 3-4 org non bumiputra. And definitely, they will conquer the field and the pointers. Anak melayu ni ternganga je lah, gigit kuku. Kan...?????

Anyways, Im going home to Klang esok!! For a weekk!! Tapi assignment cam berlambakkk! And i will b meeting my boyfriend and daddy and mummy wil be celebrating my birthday! Cant wait! Cant wait!!!!

Eventsss!!

yesterday was my cousin's wedding. The wedding was held at the Kelab Golf Sultan Abdul Aziz Shah.. The theme was blue fer the pelamin, and hantaran as well as the baju pengantin. I was the 'bunga telur' girl with Reeza. I was at first, so malu then wateva i love the limelight. Heheh. The place was cool enough but again, no hot guys so it was not that really cool laa.. The food was allright laa... tak la berapa nak tempting sangatt coz the club's catering tastes like rather shit. But it was so fine because I love to see beautiful things around me. Meaning the crowds were so beautifully dressed up as well as me. The kids, they were so adorable and smart. So, yeah to Acik Keyrol and wife : Happy Newly Wedd!!

Eqa....

For my dearie sayangggg named Atiqah Ismail :-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DARRLINGGG!!

I LOVE U.. SOOO MUCHHHH!!!!!!!

-ur big enough darling.
-ur one of a kind.
-ur noise maker in our room.
-ur the bibik in our room.
-and ur the love of our life.

Relief

All i was hoping is for him to be with me forever. I know he would but I am the one who always spoiled it. Now, I am all OK so far and I hope to be like this forever. Ok, cut it out. Finally, I'd done my CTU assignment! Pheewww *relief*. Not only that, but few proposals as well. *Relief relief* Which means, I can already start my 'Clubbing Session' in my own room. Hehehe. I love sweating, bebeyhh! Today, i was kinda exhausted, cause of the wether and because my 1st class was who are you's class. Same goes fer tomorrow and also Friday. Suckie! I am all sleepy and moody in his class. Now, I am all alone in the room. Eqa is sleeping on my bed.. She look so cute on my bed. Sue went out wit her bf to MP while Dayah, as usual went fer night class. I just done with my shower and I am all fresh and bright!

so much for my....

happy starting but sad ending. That is all i can say. I was soo terrificly excited when he said he wanted to come down to Melaka and fetch me. But out of my sight, it was actually not as blooming as I thought. He came down to fetched me at 1.50pm, and we went for lunch and we registered a celcom line. Then, we went to Alamanda and i started karaoking. It was all hell of a fun untill he brought up one certain topic that bring us the silentness between each other. It was a long ride. And we were silent for an hour straight. I tried to figure wat was on his mind, but i can't. I cant seem to understand and although I am trying still it fades. I tried to talk about it with him but he never cares. All he could say was 'nothing'. I knoe there is somethuing that he is trying to hide. In the car, all i was wishing was to reach Klang in a minute. But it was impossible. And i had to bear with the silence. In my mind, I was crying and I tried to say something to break the silence, but my mouth cant seem to say anything and my mind cant seem to think of any. Blackout! Not cause of drunk but heartbroken. Once home, I tried so hard not to get angry and not to cry in front of him, and once he went off, god noes how i felt. It smashes real hard. Been there done that.