Apr 30, 2008

IMYP (I miss you people)


my classmates in UITM!!
(2 or 3 ppl r missing in this pix...SORRY!!)
see u guys on July, okenggg..!







i love u EKA!

HAPPY 8TH MONTHS TO U N FARID!!!!
KORG MEMANG CHANTEQQQ!

Apr 29, 2008

hot hot heattt!!

ya ampunn! yesterday was like super hottt, okennggg! i cant barely sleep in beauty.. i was sweating all the way all over.. sexayyy?? ewww NOT! and to make it worsed, my gastric came back to my lifee.. 'his' making 'his' comeback.. n im not so pleasant with it, but btw thanx for making me suffered d whole nite.! i reallllly appreciated it. yeah, i was all alone last nite, like a pathetic loser, slept with my ex-boyfren tat came to my life after quite some time (gastric, okenggg!!). my gastric makes me really down 2 d drain.. i was moody n crying my shit out in sue's room. gosh!! i guess tat is because i tried so hard to be thin. i missed my parents so much, out of sudden. n mebe tats y i wasnt really myself fer d past 3 days..here i m kat hot'sport', with few ppl.they r studying fer fridays paper while me, expressing my fuck up emotions..! ok,ok i betta go study now..i dowana see 'retorik', 'semantik', 'salutasi', or wateva crap next semester. ttfn!

p/s:- IMY!

am i lunatic???

These whole week was an emotional week fer me. it just turn out to be the worse week ever. no, i did not have any probs with loved one, fams, or frens. it was just me.. ok, mebe my finals is still under construction, n i wasnt prepare a single shits! i blame myself fer that for enjoying too much for this whole 4 months. yes, yes..! n the papers are tough. but, when i come to think of it, it wasnt all about my finals but emotions. i dunno what has gotten into me, but i feel like crying before i go to bed. hantu nangis masuk dalam bdn aku kott.. ok! tak lawak! but seriously i felt like crying all d time. thanks to suhaila for feeling me.. ur ma maynn, phat!! (HAHA!) thnks to Monday (yesterday) as it gets me on track. i felt like as if i have this love wings that makes me fly to my 'DREAMWONDERLAND'. i love the moments i had. as i get to my room, i felt lifeless. i neeeeed to talk to someone about summing that i even cant figure it out. i dialed few numbers but cancelled it before it even gets to ring. i talked to sue bout it n she really understand wat i'd been thru. but, there was this moment where i felt happy, its when she got a call frm her bro bout summing that really shows d tears of happiness. n im happy for u, GIRL.yeah finally, d time has come to u..! im happy fer u.. u deserve it after all the shits u'd been thru for 2 freeking hard years. As emotional as i gets, there were certain issues that came up in my head. but, hell i aint gonna give two fcuks bout tat. i lead my future in love and happiness. gosh, i guess i need to grab my anti-depressant pills n dieting pills.. yeahh im getting fatter by daysss n hourss.. like my bf said, i have a 1 month and a half baby with me.. haha! macamnilah sekarang.. dulu bole jerrrrrr...!



the weather is kinda gloomy, i guess the earth is feeling me.. thanx buddy!

hate it or miss it..?

its April, meaning im gonna leave my campus in 2 weeks time.. Gosh! i dunno how to describe it but my feelings are stuck between happy and sad n boredom. i seriuosly gonna miss wat i had been thru shits and joy in the campus. i am seriously gonna miss my boyfren (awwww!!), nok2 (hehe), hotspot(yeah,my 2nd room, or mebe first..?), classes, cafe atas, cafe bawah, n d list goes on.. yelah UITM kan besaaaaaaaaaaarrrr (NOT!). I'll be banging my unseen balls for 2 months.. i wanna work, if i rajin enough. but i neeeed money, okeng?? im gonna miss d long walking to classes, library, bla.. bla.. again, UITM kan besaaaaaaaaarrr!! haha! ohyeah, im happy that i don have to sleep in my colege! Finaaly! i get so fed up with d room, n don ask me y... i've had enough of answering d ques..in 2 weeks time,i can sleep happily,snoring,naked,pose without anyone notice it.cant wait! cant wait! but, deep down..im gonna miss my roomates.., and everything in here..


run baby!!,lets throw our PART1 books, well that IF we r not repeating any subjex.. (finger cross!!!)

first time thru..

i start my writing wit a big 'HELLO', n tis is my first time writing a blog, but i cant promise of updating it. but will c how it turn up too rite..? it had triggered me for quite sometime of having a blog but it fades away once i started to create an account ages ago. but since im d only one homo sapien who doesnt have a blog, so i am here to start blogging. i didnt care much if u like or dislike my blog, but i am here writing to my ownself, n to whoever that care much bout my blog.

n yeah, keep on reading it..