Dare To Change

Result is out, and thankfully, I did not repeat any of it, though the result was not very pleasant to me. But, still, Alhamdulillah I am glad that I don't have to face any juniors next sem. I realised my wrongs and I deserved it. But, I promise I will be a better person on 2009 and I will plan my schedule accordingly, and I wanna make myself organise with financial, studies, and as well as my leisure time. I hope! Less than a month, according to year, I will be turning 20. TWEN-TY, no more TEEN. Tua sial. So as i realise that I'm going older, I have to act like an older kid. Kid? Haha. Guess I won't change. :D Ughh! Dad is away fer 2 weeks, again!! My, my, my. Giler tak best! Gile boringgg. Why? Because there's no one to talk to me during the day and night, no one to see me cry, no one to console me, no one to entertain me, and paling penting no one to hear my BERRBUAL. Alaaaa!

*I wanna change to a beeter person. But, as easy as saying it, is as hard as doing it.

"If u have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost, that is where they should be. All u have to do is put foundation under them" - Henry David Thoreau.

***UPDATE***

I was pissed as hell, and puked right after some ass's cat pooped in front of the door. Where the hell is the motherfucking cleaner? We pay you for that, not fucking around some Nepaleans. Fuck, Fuck, Fuck. The result of it, I have to fucking throw my fucking RM369 heels! Kucing aku pon tak berak kat kasut aku, ok. I swear to god, If i get to catch that lil culprit, I will chop its head to 16 chops and strangle its keeper to death. Babi dan fucker betol la..!! Just wait and see Miss Amy, I will do the same, infact I will even throw your bicycle downstairs and scratch your dad's Tuscani Sport and shower it with minyak ikan! Fuck you! To readers : Sorry for being harsh. Tapi u noe how I feel. I looove the heels, la!! Pakai on my birthday je and that was the only first and the last time I was wearing it because aku takut I might spoil it, untill today I had to dump it. Baby, gantikan plz! *nangis sampai darah*