U can meet me halfway.

Heeeloo. Im lying on my bed with my ache body pressed on my 'HAPPY' bedsheet in my rented house in Melaka. Doing nothing, with my frens beside me watching Big Bang Theory. N me secretly feeling a bit JK. If u dunno what's JK is, its Jiwa Kacau. Tak berapa nak JK la tapi feeling2 nak JK. Hahaha.

Let me ask all of u a question,how would u treat a girl that u think she is special to u. Put aside the 'she's the one' phrase or 'my future wife' phrase. Just think as she is special from ur other chic frens and u would love to make her happy and stand beside her and love her as ur special fren. Would u bring her through hell or would u just be there for her, listen to her ups and downs, motivate her and make her feel better about it already. Maybe to some of u, by throwing hell to ur girl's life is one of the way to test her to make her worth it for u. But to me, its a harsh way in showing love. Girls are sensitive and her heart are as thin as the onion skin. But we have a strong emotion to control it. One's its crushed we build a new seed.

First time in my life I had a straight weird night. Im not sure y but it was just weird and I felt disturbed. Whats bothering me? My emotion and my thoughts. Fuck u la emotions, taknak kwn! And I have met someone I barely knew once upon a time, Happy to get to know him, Liked him, and enjoy the rides I had with him. Adventurous one, but it seems not so adventure anymore. Why? Cause I dont know what is leading me now. Wheater its a good ride or a bad ride. But everyone is hoping for a GREAT ride. Just see how it goes. I hope it turn out good. yeah yeah yeah. I miss him.