I hate this part right here, right now.

What is up to me these days? Getting too moody and all worried these few days. It's like something is playing me outside and outside. And these dirtly silent feelings is conquering my life and my relationship. Should I sweep it off to the drain, or assuring it on my own wether it was just a feeling or was it coming to me and that is an early signs for me to be prepare? I don't have any swell ideas about it already. Fuck! I hate that. I want the old me, BACK. I should probably get going. Bye.