DAMNNN

ohh shite! my legs are aching, n my body feels numb. I worked yesterday n I was so tired. Once i was home, i jump to my bed, and make myself paralyze. I supposed to work today, but i refused to. I need to study for my next paper on Sunday. Publishing paper yo. Wasnt that hard actually, but its bores me to death. Who wants to know about the history of books, and who invented books.? Not me.

I am lonely nowadays. Despite that I have few friends to cheer me up (love u girls) and a guy that still love me to death (kan?). But in a way I was embraced by the old picture of my life. No, its not that I am lonely cause I have no bf, i mean I do not need them. But, sometimes I need an attention that makes me fly without wings, and hallucinate like i am eating a 'magic mushroom'. I had that once, but i pull the string off, and make him run unintentionally. Once I had them, I let them go. My bad, so padan la muka I. Or peole always lie, and they just leave me?