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ive been to a massive break up. The one that i dont think i can ever forget. The one dat i always remembers. Its hard for me to switch it off like that. Really. I am trying, dont say i dont try. Its painful, yet challenging. yesterday, i was happy. But, during it, i was so sad, and swear to god, i almost cried. But, i controlled, cause i dont want to cry anymore. Never again. But, it was an effort for u, after a month plus. My instinct was right, and always right, especially when it comes to u. Im done trying. And im gonna live my own life. Its a pleasure for u to enjoy, and a pain for me to suffer. I miss u.