Thanx.

To someone i noe, cousin.

Picture this : u have a partner who happen to be ur boyfren/girlfren. But, in certain circumtances of time, u don feel his/her existence? U still flirt around and being such a bastard with ur couple. N to make it better, u just don feel that SHE/HE is around. Sounds terrible right? I mean wats the point of sitiing in a relationship where there is no colors but black and white and grey..? You blame ur partner for not treating u good, n ignore you n thats the fact ur established to be a bastard.. Sounds funny, boys n girls. Again, picture this : suddenly a bastard/bitch came in ur life, to ruin ur relationship with ur boyfren/girlfren. Not just ruining it but to break it into pieces.. Bastard/bitch seduced u, n u had sex with her. And u don even feel any guilty by doing it, not even a trace. All u were worrying about is just if u started to love him/her more, n that is when he/she is doing the same thing as u were doing. Why would u need a serious relationship when u don feel anything towards ur partner? stop cheating on her/him, i beg! In this case, i tot all you need is to spend a good quality togethr with him/her. As i noe, quality time n a good communication with ur partner is the way to safe it. U will realise it when u start to love him/her more. And that is when the past stikes u with guilty.

**As for me, i am loving my partner with all my life, and please do not doubt bout it baby. And we need more time to indulge this more. I love u.