Tam Tam

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Can you pls stay away from me and shut the fuck up about me already? Because we are not best fren or close fren or a fren either. I knew you from a fren and that's it. We didnt even talk much and I dont really care about you anyways. Who you mingle with, who ur frens are, and whose your crushes are. And thanks to you, I felt popular because you been bitching and make up stories about me and funny is things I've never knew that occurs to me. What's your point? To make them hate me and judge me as a bad person and back off frm me? Try bitch, try. I heard stories about you, but I dont really care la sbb im not a busy body cunt like you. k, bye!

Junkss --- OUT!

Yesterday, finally get to watch movie after so long. After all the cancellations and delays. Phewww. I didnt know what to watch and decided towatch Adnan Sempit. I felt left out cause my parents and frens had watched it and I felt like a sore loser sbb tatau whats happening in that movie. Sumpah kelakar gila doe! Go watch pls..!

I had fun yesterday and felt like a proper date. I dont usually do this but I finally did. YIPPIEE! And oh yeaahh i fucking hate OU sebab all the stores are on sale n the worst part is I cant spend any of my single dollar. Shoot you!

Today, feels so bored and went for a movie with my parents. I chose Legion coz it looks creepy. The movie was ok ok laa.. I was half asleep while watching it cause I just had a really heavy lunch right before the movie.

And, I reaaally reaaallly need to watch on my eating habit. I need to stop eating junk foods and snacks before I go to bed. I gained 2 kg in 2 weeks. Imagine how many weeks I have in a year? I dont want that!! Oh dear!

I want to reach to the moon

Happens to all of us. ROCK ON!!
p/s : Dear fren, your shit was gooooooood, Im flying without wingsss! :)

lets get together

I hate Lendu, Alor Gajah. Dah la no WiFi but that is acceptable la, but this time TAKDE AIR. eee. I have to hold my bladder from pee and feels very geli with the unwashed dishes in my sink. Its been 2 days since I saw water drips in my house. I had to search for water and be like a pelarian just to bathe. Geram u olz.

And I read a girl's blog telling how she and her boyf practises anal sex and how big her boyfriend's dick is and how she blowjob her boyf in a car. Aiyoh.. I dunno whether to laugh or to feel geli. Tp its ok, its her blog, she canwrite whatever she wants.

And why do ppl always leave? Is it nature or is it a part of me? Its always like this. When my heart is ready to open up for a new sweety, and that is when everything turns me off. It could be me, and it could be him. I've been single for months and Im not searching for a replacement. But if it happen, then it happen. I wont say NO, i mean why would I say NO if someone is trying to make me feel happy--AGAIN? It doesnt matter how long im gonna be happy, but still some of my days are fill with love and joy. I dont mind being happy with someone for a day and go through hell for days. At least I have my happy day to remember.

Right here right now, There's nothing to think about as Im too busy dealing with massive assignments. I have friends beside me and that matters. But seriously, I miss being pamper, and being annoying n get annoyed.

Kau buat ku kata oohh lalalala

Out of sudden, Im in love with KRU!!! Just like old times. hehehe.

U can meet me halfway.

Heeeloo. Im lying on my bed with my ache body pressed on my 'HAPPY' bedsheet in my rented house in Melaka. Doing nothing, with my frens beside me watching Big Bang Theory. N me secretly feeling a bit JK. If u dunno what's JK is, its Jiwa Kacau. Tak berapa nak JK la tapi feeling2 nak JK. Hahaha.

Let me ask all of u a question,how would u treat a girl that u think she is special to u. Put aside the 'she's the one' phrase or 'my future wife' phrase. Just think as she is special from ur other chic frens and u would love to make her happy and stand beside her and love her as ur special fren. Would u bring her through hell or would u just be there for her, listen to her ups and downs, motivate her and make her feel better about it already. Maybe to some of u, by throwing hell to ur girl's life is one of the way to test her to make her worth it for u. But to me, its a harsh way in showing love. Girls are sensitive and her heart are as thin as the onion skin. But we have a strong emotion to control it. One's its crushed we build a new seed.

First time in my life I had a straight weird night. Im not sure y but it was just weird and I felt disturbed. Whats bothering me? My emotion and my thoughts. Fuck u la emotions, taknak kwn! And I have met someone I barely knew once upon a time, Happy to get to know him, Liked him, and enjoy the rides I had with him. Adventurous one, but it seems not so adventure anymore. Why? Cause I dont know what is leading me now. Wheater its a good ride or a bad ride. But everyone is hoping for a GREAT ride. Just see how it goes. I hope it turn out good. yeah yeah yeah. I miss him.